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Last night I had to make the hardest decision I have ever had to make and put my yorkie Diesel down. Diesel was only 9 years old. He was diagnosed with Heart disease a year and half ago. He was such a fighter and was on so much medicine and he did really well for the first year. But in September of last year things started getting worse.. The vet was able to put him on some different medications and he got better for a while. But the last month or so things have been pretty rough.
On Monday he started going into congestive heart failure. We took him to the vet. He stayed the night in oxygen and he got a little better so I took him home. He did get a little better but not much. He wasn't himself. He didn't want to eat or go for a walk and he was struggling to breathe. When I got home last night he was doing really bad. I watched him for a couple of hours to see if he could fight through it but he couldn't and things just started getting worse. So we took him to the vet and made the decision.
I am heart broken. Diesel was not just a dog to me. He was a family member. He was so special. I had him for 9 years and I am having a hard time imagining my life with out him. Everywhere I went he was right there behind me. My house is so quite without him here. He was suffering and I know he is in a better place and he isn't suffering anymore but all I can think is that I would give anything to have him back.
I don't know how I managed to get this blog post done. We took these pictures last weekend so I wanted to post them. I am trying my hardest to continue on with my normal daily routine and keep myself busy but it is so hard. Diesel was everything to me. Our lives revolved around him (especially since he got sick). He brought us so much joy and I am so lucky that I got to have him in my life for as long as I did. He will always have a special place in my heart and I will miss him forever.There will never be another like him.
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